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16 February 2015 @ 07:27 pm
This post contains spoilers for Shameless but I need it out and I don't think anyone cares on here  
When I first learnt that there wouldn't be an episode next week I was sad but now I understand because I'm gonna need AT LEAST a week to get over that episode my eyes are still wet and I just cannot deal with all these feelings and I just admire Noel Fisher and Cameron Monaghan so much for their acting like oh god that last scene those hugs that love I'M FUCKING CRYING AGAIN.
But I know Ian's gonna get better once he accepts he needs help, I do feel that the psychotic break was kind of a lot from the writers but it does happen in bipolar type I (which means that all fanfic writers I read during the hiatus had it wrong lel, but at least maybe he'll have less depressive phases). It's gonna be pretty tough for him but I'm happy they showed that everyone was here for him and apparently they visit him in the next ep so they keep it up which is nice.
I kind of wonder what would have happened if he hadn't got arrested though since nobody wanted to call the cops not to get him in trouble, but like bad stuff could have happened.

Also today during work I had an idea for a short fic about what was happening in this episode and the previous but I'm gonna need to recover before. It was mostly funny (and also a crossover with Glee because Harry Hamlin seems to have only one role) so that'll help I think...

Edit: I'm still so not fucking okay goddammit I need to chill but tears keep coming back I want to hug them ughhh
Azzie's corner of madnessflowsoffire on February 20th, 2015 10:30 pm (UTC)
Fandom heartbreak! ♥ *hugs*